laurenlivejournal asked:

{may be triggering] what it’s been like for me, in the past few years of my eating disorder. pure hell. misery. eating disorders aren’t a joke, they aren’t a fad, a diet, or a way to lose weight. they kill. you recover. or you ultimately die…

moi<3 asked:


i’m secretly suffering bulimia..
i hinted it to my mom but she just shook it off like it was a joke!
i was like..
i couldn’t say no more i was so shocked that she didn’t seem to worry like she used to!
she just forces me to eat and lectures me about EDs and stuff and how shes going to call the doctor for serious appointments

it gets me so p.offed
and my dad is always on buisness trips for MONTHS
he’s coming home this week finally
should i tell him about this?
i don’t throw up EVERYTHING..
i just probably throw up part or half of the meals..
its not THAT bad
but i still have bulimia probably
because i have been doing this for 1 and a HALF months
do you know any good group therapy WEBsites?
or any ED helper for a 12 year old? yes i am 12 years old and i know i am very young but please don’t lecture me at this kind of situation
i just want some help.
thank you<3
i wanna break down and cry
my mom obviously doesn'tunderstand what i'm going through and my dad is always on buisness trips for months as i SAID, so what can i POSSIBLY do?:(
also i am NOT doing this for attention i am upset that i got several comments about that..
i'm not asking for attention, i swear.
if you don't want to help, you don't have to.
i am just saying, if you have any ideas...
...
what i should do..
and i dont wanna tell my school counselor or staffs about this yet.
trust me its so hard to find out what i should do

i know i am playing with death right now...but...

this is addicting..
i didn't lose dramatic weight yet
i am 5'2
12 years old
97 lb.
i'm not overweight
not underweight
but frequently do i realize i HAVE to lose the friggin weight
:*(
this is all caused by stress..
i wanna break down and cry
my mom obviously doesn'tunderstand what i'm going through and my dad is always on buisness trips for months as i SAID, so what can i POSSIBLY do?:(
also i am NOT doing this for attention i am upset that i got several comments about that..
i'm not asking for attention, i swear.
if you don't want to help, you don't have to.
i am just saying, if you have any ideas...
...
what i should do..
and i dont wanna tell my school counselor or staffs about this yet.
trust me its so hard to find out what i should do

i know i am playing with death right now...but...

this is addicting..
i didn't lose dramatic weight yet
i am 5'2
12 years old
97 lb.
i'm not overweight
not underweight
but frequently do i realize i HAVE to lose the friggin weight
:*(
this is all caused by stress..
and for those who gave me helpful, serious answers, THANK YOU SO MUCH.
but is there any good websites/chatrooms for teen bulimics?